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More traveling, LESS shopping!

2012-01-06T13:12:00.000-08:00

Im fortunate to witness these breath taking buildings & views. The ornamentations, designs as well as constructions are fine. Brilliant architects back in the days should be given lifetime credit! This year, 2012 I have a wish. A wish to travel every month. Next up Amsterdam in February. Discovered a new passion after dancing, traveling it is. I have done major shopping, Chanel, Dior, Armani, Bobbie Brown, Burberry, Zara, Longchamp, La Senza, Forever 21, Topshop, Mango, Blackberry, Iphone,Vaio, iPad etc etc etc. Yups, you've got the picture already by now, I went mental on all sorts of shopping, I cannot lie. My gentleman was caring enough to be my sexy butler by carrying them bags :P I should NOT profligate in my expenditures this year. Not that Im allowed to, I've got a warner right beside. It's been ages since I last spent on myself insanely, always been generous to others. Maybe I deserve this, yes? ;-) Thank you Mr Param, I will repay you with MORE love nyeheheh! Long story short, this year it's all about traveling, less shopping. *nods head seriously* - one of my resolutions!
Below is a very random picture taken today at the carpark after grocery shopping, exhausted but felt like a kid for a moment :D

<3 SP

2011, my special year

2011-12-30T16:16:00.000-08:00

Above are some of the happiest moments in year 2011, could not upload more. sigh

Started off with painful battles, struggled through hard bitten challenges, dealt with death, caused faltering actions to my troubled emotions & hagridden thoughts. But 2011 is doubtlessly one of the BEST years in my life. Tough beginning but stronger than yesterday! Flourishing outcomes. Proud achiever. Family closure. Gained hatful of wonderful mates. Dreams turned into reality.Experienced sincerity in love comes with respect for the first time. Fiercely independent. Finally found the absolute meaning to true happiness. It's incredible. SO incredible. Many blissful happenings, very blessed. Thank you 2011 for providing the best, served me fine opportunities in many aspects. Thank you God. This year shall never be forgotten.

The year I grew up. The year I made rooms for improvements. The year I embellished my life with love & affection. The year I eliminated hatred and made availability for forgiveness. The year I moved forward. The year I replaced fainthearted thoughts to positive vibes. The year I believe in winning & accomplishment. The year I made it to the top & realized there is no turning back once you strive for the best. I'm truly blessed, such a beautiful year, no arguments. If this year has a rewind button, I would not think twice to switch it on. Cherishing my moments & experiences till the end.

Celebrating the year 2012 in London with my other half, Unduly excited! Academic is my priority, I want to perform at my best & graduate Masters successfully, the least I can do for my parents who have sacrificed greatly. Welcoming the new year with open arms, positive thoughts & full determination. I pray for my loved ones' health, particularly my angel, Ammachi. Tonight I shall work on my new year resolutions, put them to good use. Fulfilling my aim that is. I dont wish any harm, everyone deserves happiness & live life to its fullest. As for me, life is a gift given by God. An opportunity to bring out the best in you.
So folks, let's forgive & forget. Appreciate little and big things. Spread love & get rid of enemies. Spare smiles & believe in yourself. Stop dreaming, start achieving. Take no one for granted. Dont hold grudges, investing emotions on hatred would not bring you far :-)

So how about we party all night long & welcome 2012 already? I know I will ;-)

HAPPY TWO ZERO TWELVE FOLKS!!!!!

Love, Samyutha Param

Can I reward myself?

2011-07-24T15:30:00.000-07:00

Isn’t it incredibly astounding how major transformation takes place in just a year? In my case, at least. It has shown evidently that if you pay attention to your importance in life and work it through, turning back will not be an option in any given situations. The blame was on me. I focused on people who mattered to me way too much that I neglected my priorities, my happiness, my ambitions and my dreams. How could I do this to myself??

This sweet beginning to changes was overwhelming, sometimes almost unbelievable.Living abroad, managing yourself independently, brushing off painful incidents for a better future, gathering positive vibes and focusing on challenging workload to complete my Bachelors,avoiding emotions that may possibly weaken myself and being my very own strength were quite handful alright. Confession time, yes I’m an emotional person. Yes I can be sensitive, very sensitive. But my strength to overcome negativity and move forward in life is beyond all that I mentioned, I’ve always known. Glad I put it to good use cause I knew it’s about time to shine, and this time I will make sure no tom dick & harry snatch my moment away ;-) Selfish much? Absofuckinlutely NO!!

Nothing like a self realization cause that’s when it hits you hard, real hard. It’s still miraculous to look back how fiercely I cleaned up the “chaos” & today I feel really proud of myself. It’s an accomplishment. An excellent job offer from a reputable company, done with my Bachelors moving on to Masters and I’m humbled by the love and care I receive from loved ones. They are my constant support, life without them will be appallingly meaningless. Credit goes to a very special person who made me believe in things that I once gave up. God bless you cause you make me feel brand new. Respect, affection, patience, understanding, beautiful love, concern & care – I never knew this would come in an appealing package. How blissful. I smile to myself, because reality is sweeter than dreams, wow can this be happening?

Maybe, just maybe everything happens for a reason. I am unsure of how far this is true but I unquestionably love the outcome. I don’t regret my past, lovely beginning, very lovely but sad to admit it was an ugly ending, very ugly. If that’s what life is all about, then I have surely learned my lessons. I wish I could one day forgive and forget what I experienced. It’s such a pity that it takes longer time to recover. I hope everyone is just thankful and don’t chase dreams, catch them =) Don’t quit, drop your ego if needed and most importantly do not take anyone for granted.

Man, it’s worth the sacrifice.

Thank you God. Thank you Mom. Thank you Dad. Thank you Ammachi.

Thoughts on Good Friday

2011-04-22T01:10:00.001-07:00

Late night wonders & early morning wake up call led me to prudent thinking.
Think a long with me

Life is full of surprises, so are you. Changes are common , adaptability is challenging and strength is necessary. Live life, not waste life. Worry less, smile often. regret none, appreciate more. Lessons learned, improve all. Pray more, complain less. Stay humble, bad mouth others never. Reduce anger, Increase respect. Spread love not gossips. Drink moderately, drive responsibly. Dream big, achieve bigger. Accept advices, follow practical ones. Be yourself, avoid pretentious. Speak up in front not voice out behind. Patience with self is confidence, don't give up. No bullies, stand up for rights. Spend time with family, dont take them for granted. Forgive when you're ready and forget what you should. No routines, welcome flexibilities. Dont stop learning, start questioning. Open space for new ones but forget old ones never. Go crazy, stop insanity. Value love and care, abuse relationships none.
Live Love Laugh.

Simple practice like this keeps one very contented throughout. Some of them were well taught by my loving dad. I feel stronger than yesterday and more hopeful for tomorrow's happenings. But today, I want to live in the moment. Good Friday to all.

A girl can dream

2011-03-21T19:33:00.000-07:00

Here are the top eight things I desire at the moment,
yes I am bored like that.
(And I've been encouraged by Tanya Kamal to activate my blog at 2.54am )

Life & Death - No answer

2010-03-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. Death is another life. He is living the another life up in heaven. Hospital stay never brought any comfort or contentment to his life. Witnessing his pain and unconsciousness condition is nothing but torture. Three months of torture. He would be my first person whom I'd known personally left a goodbye note without a note. Never experienced close deaths that left wounds in my heart , Never attended funerals that scared deep hole in heart. Never watched struggles of one person physically, He was the first. You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he lived, He would want us to smile. He lived like a legend. He was a walking encyclopedia. And he was the first person crossed my mind when I think of my dad. He cultivated habits that you and I should follow to live notably.

He was nothing but something

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. Yesterday was filled with sweet memories with his presence. I'm not turning back on tomorrow cause he didnt, he kept achieving forward. U can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left. He left positive thoughts, he left disciplines to live, He left intelligence to follow, He left appreciation of one's accomplishments, He left comfort for family, He left responsibilities to do.

I'm affected & upset. I had put up everything from heart break to tears, I dont know how I pulled it through but eventually I did. I knew someone else needed shoulder to cry on, n I never gave up when everything fell down though I almost did. It's never easy to portray your strength when deep down you're feeling otherwise. I cant bring myself forward to pass hospital,It's a feeling you'll never want to experience. U're close to us at heart. I love you.

Rest in peace Uncle Thanggaya. Respect and hugs all the way for you